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KRISHNAMURTI'S NOTEBOOK PART 2 


LONDON 10TH JULY TO 12TH JULY 1961





Little sleep but wake up to be aware that there is a great sense of 



driving energy which is focused in the head. The body was 


groaning and yet it was very still, stretched out flat and very 


peaceful. The room seemed to be full and it was very late and the 


front door of the next house was shut with a bang - There was not 



an idea, not a feeling and yet the brain was alert and sensitive. The 


pressure and the stra1n were there causing pain. An odd thing 


about this pain is that it does not in any way exhaust the body. 



There seems to be so much happening within the brain but yet it is 


impossible to put into words what exactly is taking place. There 


was a sense of measureless expansion.


11th The pressure and strain have been rather heavy and there is 



pain. The odd part of all this is that the body in no way protests or 


puts up resistance in any way. There is an unknown energy 


involved in all this. Too busy to write much.


12th It was bad last night, shouting and groaning. The head was 



painful. Though little sleep, woke up twice and each time there was 


a sense of expanding intensity and intense inward attention and the 


brain had emptied itself of all feeling and thought.


Destruction, the complete emptying of the brain, the reaction 



and memory must without any effort wither away; withering away 


implies time but it is time that ceases and not the ending of 


memory.



This timeless expanding that was taking place and the quality 


and degree of intensity are wholly different from passion and





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